Dated 26/04/2008. Saturday. 1945hrs. Went to toilet. Discovered, subject has passed out blood. Subject mentioned he felt it was 'normal'.
Dated 27/04/2008. Sunday. 1329hrs. Subject rushed to the toilet. Felt extremely urgent. More blood passed out. Felt thirsty.
2239hrs. Thought he had diahaerra, went to toilet. Blood passed out. Lesser than previous.
Dated 28/04/2008. Monday. 0445hrs. Prepared to report to camp. Went toilet, same experience. Called the office, informed them on reporting sick.
Dated 29/04/2008. Tuesday. 1000hrs. Woke up to rush to toilet. Same result. Felt slightly giddy. Took notice of giddy spell.
2000hrs. After dinner, felt the urge again. Went to toilet. Felt giddy. Subject new, he passed out blood. He was right. Went to see GP again. GP diagnosed: Acute Hamaeroids. Advised to see specialist if illness get worse. MC extended till 02/05/2008.
Dated 30/04/2008. Wednesday. 1430hrs. Reported back to camp, endorsed MC in medical center. Medic discovered subject as low blood pressure: 90/50. Might advise to be on drips. Medical Officer suggested to rest at home.
Yes. What a sad week I've got. I kept praying, but nothing is helping. I wanna sleep early. But it's only 9pm!! So.. I stayed up. I don't know what's wrong with me right now.
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Dated 27/04/2008. Sunday. 1329hrs. Subject rushed to the toilet. Felt extremely urgent. More blood passed out. Felt thirsty.
2239hrs. Thought he had diahaerra, went to toilet. Blood passed out. Lesser than previous.
Dated 28/04/2008. Monday. 0445hrs. Prepared to report to camp. Went toilet, same experience. Called the office, informed them on reporting sick.
Dated 29/04/2008. Tuesday. 1000hrs. Woke up to rush to toilet. Same result. Felt slightly giddy. Took notice of giddy spell.
2000hrs. After dinner, felt the urge again. Went to toilet. Felt giddy. Subject new, he passed out blood. He was right. Went to see GP again. GP diagnosed: Acute Hamaeroids. Advised to see specialist if illness get worse. MC extended till 02/05/2008.
Dated 30/04/2008. Wednesday. 1430hrs. Reported back to camp, endorsed MC in medical center. Medic discovered subject as low blood pressure: 90/50. Might advise to be on drips. Medical Officer suggested to rest at home.
Yes. What a sad week I've got. I kept praying, but nothing is helping. I wanna sleep early. But it's only 9pm!! So.. I stayed up. I don't know what's wrong with me right now.
Let me know that I've done wrong
When I've known this all along
I go around a time or two
Just to waste my time with you
Tell me all that you've thrown away
Find out games you don't wanna play
You are the only one that needs to know
I'll keep you my dirty little secret
(Dirty little secret)
Don't tell anyone or you`ll be just another regret
(Just another regret, hope that you can keep it)
My dirty little secret
Who has to know
When we live such fragile lives
It's the best way we survive
I go around a time or two
Just to waste my time with you
Tell me all that you've thrown away
find out games you don't wanna play
you are the only one that needs to know
I'll keep you my dirty little secret
(Dirty little secret)
Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret
(Just another regret, hope that you can keep it)
My dirty little secret
Who has to know
The way she feels inside (inside)
Those thoughts I can't deny (deny)
These sleeping dogs won't lie (won't lie)
And now I try to lie
It's eating me apart
Trace this life out
I'll keep you my dirty little secret
(Dirty little secret)
Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret
(Just another regret)
I'll keep you my dirty little secret
(Dirty little secret)
Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret
I'll keep you my dirty little secret
Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret
(Just another regret, just another regret, hope that you can keep it)
My dirty little secret
Dirty little secret
Dirty little secret
Who has to know?
Who has to know?
When I've known this all along
I go around a time or two
Just to waste my time with you
Tell me all that you've thrown away
Find out games you don't wanna play
You are the only one that needs to know
I'll keep you my dirty little secret
(Dirty little secret)
Don't tell anyone or you`ll be just another regret
(Just another regret, hope that you can keep it)
My dirty little secret
Who has to know
When we live such fragile lives
It's the best way we survive
I go around a time or two
Just to waste my time with you
Tell me all that you've thrown away
find out games you don't wanna play
you are the only one that needs to know
I'll keep you my dirty little secret
(Dirty little secret)
Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret
(Just another regret, hope that you can keep it)
My dirty little secret
Who has to know
The way she feels inside (inside)
Those thoughts I can't deny (deny)
These sleeping dogs won't lie (won't lie)
And now I try to lie
It's eating me apart
Trace this life out
I'll keep you my dirty little secret
(Dirty little secret)
Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret
(Just another regret)
I'll keep you my dirty little secret
(Dirty little secret)
Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret
I'll keep you my dirty little secret
Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret
(Just another regret, just another regret, hope that you can keep it)
My dirty little secret
Dirty little secret
Dirty little secret
Who has to know?
Who has to know?
I was like randomly listening to some songs till I came across this with a catchy tune. When I checked the webbie for the lyrics, I came to agree to the writer.
Last night, during cell, we talked and debated about being authentic and not judgmental. And of course, that means we need to start opening up and share our 'dirty little secret'
How do I see this song applied to me was that when we share something about ourselves. The darkest part of our lives, it stays in the minds of those who hear it, not go around telling others about it.. 'or you'll be just another regret'
When we 'lie... it tears us apart'. That's how meaningful this song means.. tho it's kinda secular, but I can see some sort of Biblical aspects in it. Hope you can see it too!
Last night, during cell, we talked and debated about being authentic and not judgmental. And of course, that means we need to start opening up and share our 'dirty little secret'
How do I see this song applied to me was that when we share something about ourselves. The darkest part of our lives, it stays in the minds of those who hear it, not go around telling others about it.. 'or you'll be just another regret'
When we 'lie... it tears us apart'. That's how meaningful this song means.. tho it's kinda secular, but I can see some sort of Biblical aspects in it. Hope you can see it too!
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